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每個女孩子其實都很清楚知道的

It was my birthday, when everyone is happily counting down...I grew older. I really appreciated that I had this warm and cozy night sitting infront of the TV with my family. Family are the best!  My friends from all over the world sent me birthday greetings via FB. It has become a trend to post on a friend's wall during his/her birthday, I guess. So there were about 45 messages that I replied to last night. Thanks to them for keeping me warm.  And finally, it's 2012..."Yea~!" Everyone gets so excited but I have no idea what's the reason to celebrate about a new coming year.  It's just another ordinary year with no improvements. Afterall, I still got this dark hole inside me. I pray for a cure. Therefore, my birthday wish for 2012 is that hopefully someone would be there for me to hug and kiss in 12.31.2012 celebration, and we are not celebrating in Taiwan.  

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眼下社會的發展，不能再用日新月異，得用光速旋轉來形容了。那些總是將約會推遲的男人，開始有了統一的藉口：忙啊。

It's been three months already after I quit my last job.  I must say it really need alot of courage to say goodbye to a decent job with satisfied wage and a bunch of friendly collegues.  Guess I just got bored of it after doing the same routine everyday in the past six years.  I am exactly the type of people who get worried when they no longer feel the achievements from their work.  It makes me feel my life slowly fading away each day and becomes very slack in the office. So I submit my resignation courageously under the lack of support from  my family.  I was blamed for the immature action while people are experiencing through the current economic crisis in Taiwan.  Frankly, I did suffer a hard time convincing those interviewers that I am qualified for the job application.  I was really stressing out when no one is willing to hire me as much as the pay I got from the previous job experience.  I was being treated like a green hand in marketing management and that feeling sucks!  Finally, after three months of promoting myself as if I am the best-selling product, I got a job offer from the Liongroup JWI Marketing as a marketing planner.  It was scary to know that I was almost giving up the faith in myself, especially when most people think I am so foolish to give up the benefits I had in Gamania. Well, I never think it was a stupid decision to make a change in your life and I am not planning to waste time regretting about it . We should always look forward, the world we live in will be either better or worse, depending on whether we become better or worse.  Yet, you will never know if you have no guts to give it a full shot. So here I come, JWI~  Looking forward to my new start, new challenges, new friends, new environment and new rules! 

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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
我自私、沒耐性，還有些些缺乏安全感。 我常會犯錯，有時甚至野性難馴。但是如果你接受不了我最壞的一面，那麼你不配擁有我最好的一面。